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I am love. I am abundance. I am financial prosperity.  Money flows to me in infinite amounts on a constantly increasing basis, as I serve others with my love, skill and wisdom. Thank you Universe! May all people who visit this website be infinitely blessed with peace, love and prosperity.

Large sums of money come to me quickly and easily in increasing amounts from multiple sources on a 

continuous basis in the best interest of all that I get to keep with great pleasure! 

My money brings me immense pleasure, joys, freedom, happiness, health and love!

I am so lucky. Thank YOU!

I Lovell of my viewers and clients and they love me back. Thank you so much.

If our external reality is but a mirror to our subconscious,

each man ought to make self-knowledge an absolute priority.

Your outside is YOU.

What you believe to be true, BECOMES TRUE.

How empowering! How exciting!

I am Ola.

THANK YOU  for your interest in my services.

I'm here to help you see the path of your heart.

Whatever your soul needs, it already has.

Your fulfilment is right where you're at -

in the present moment, in your current reality.

Why settle for anything less than

INFINITE FREEDOM?

 

Welcome!

I am so happy to meet you. 

It is my pleasure to work with you. Thank you for being here.

Whatever it is that you desire, know that you can have it all. It is done. It's all lined up for you. There really is no need to struggle so much in life. There is a way of resistance, judgment and pain and there is a way of soul's truth, deep inner knowing, grace and happiness. The latter is much more enjoyable. We humans tend to overcomplicate things. In reality, life is pretty simple. Truly! It's the fearful human mind that keeps us in the throws of addictive self-doubting, questioning, avoiding, reacting, raging, resenting, wishing, longing, lacking, people pleasing... We all know that route. We have all been there in at least one area of our lives. The answer is much more simple than you thought, but we may need to dig out some of that subconscious material that keeps you from seeing it. I put emphasis on seeing, because the answer is already there. I assure you, you do know your heart's truth, because that's God / Source / Universe / Spirit / Tao / Atman that is equal to Brahman. There is no ambiguity. There are only different levels of visual impairment. Your natural state is love, oneness and infinite wealth, because that's the essence of the divine within you. Whether it is through Deep Work, Jyotisha or Tarot, I will do my best to help you see your own beauty and your unique dharmic path. By decluttering your inner landscape, your outside will also clear. You are the creator of what you see.

DEEP WORK - Personal Growth Consultation

70 Min Power Skype Session 

 

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280 USD

Emergency DEEP WORK - Personal Growth Consultation

70 Min Power Skype Session - appointment within 5 days 

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350 USD

1120 USD

DEEP WORK - 5 Personal Growth Consultations

5 x 70 Power Skype Session

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350 USD

Jyotisha Consultation - Vedic Astrology Reading                                   

70 Min Pre-Recorded Video Presentation or Skype Session 

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In-Depth Jyotisha Consultation - Vedic Astrology Reading                  c. 2-2.5 Hour Pre-Recorded Video Presentation or Skype Session

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598 USD

Tarot Reading

30 Min Private Video Recording

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100 USD

Tarot Reading + Jyotisha References

60 Min Private Video Recording

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200 USD

EVERYONE DESERVES LOVE

EVERYONE IS LOVE

INDIVIDUATION

Bless the day when a random person tells you, you're too much. Hell, yes! That's when you know you've made it. You are WEALTH. You work smarter and harder. You think faster. You feel and care deeper. You see farther. You're efficient. Instead of tiredness you feel excitement. Instead of laboring you follow your calling. To you, work is play. Chores are fun activities. Let God do the work.

Look at that person. Look deeply for they are saying: You do not belong here, at my level. We are NOT a match. I don't feel comfortable around you. I can't comprehend what you say. I can't see what you see. I can't feel what you feel and I don't really care beyond my own immediate personal pleasure. And because I find it hard to accept my cowardice and I only care for my own nose, I will also project my selfishness onto you. Success!? Contribution!? You're greedy. You're crazy. You only think of yourself by stepping out of the pack - you are leaving us behind! Abandoning us. You are a traitor. You need us. No man is an island. You will come back begging.  

 

It's your blessing day. You just won in the game of life. Don't look back. Celebrate. You will find true friends elsewhere and you've got God who is always with you. The person who says: you need me, you can't survive without me is describing to you their own inner landscape, their own fears. They are blind to their own creative powers. Accept them for who they are and move on. If you are strong in your inner knowing, their opinion will be irrelevant. If not, you're a match. Whom you know yourself to be somehow matches what you're being told. That person will become your helper informing you where you are in life on a daily basis.

This site is so much more than a regular Services Page. It is packed with information which you may come back to at any time. You will find an in-depth description of all my services below. You may also want to read through my services + approach and approach to Jyotisha pages where I discussed Karma, Free Will and the role of Vedic Astrology.

Upon booking, please contact me using my contact page or directly at laflambo.deepwork@gmail.com. Please provide me with your Booking Reference Number, questions + some background. Make sure to include your birthday details, even if you're not booking a Jyotisha Reading (use the military clock/24h). If you are booking a Skype session please state your Time Zone.  You will find detailed instructions for each option below.

I tend to respond within 24h. In my response I will confirm your payment, clarify any questions/themes, if necessary, and provide Skype Session date suggestions. From there, there is nothing else for you to do but to relax and wait for your consultation or video. 

I kindly ask that all clients read How to Prepare for a Reading page before sending their questions.

My services are ONLY for growth-oriented responsible adults who are serious about developing greater awareness, and thus personal power. My work focuses on true life direction (Swadharma) and a sense of deep personal fulfillment. I kindly ask that my clients refrain from sending random distress calls and instead follow the introspective process of preparation. It is my goal to help you develop autonomy, i.e. to individuate - not strengthen your codependency and reliance on guiding figures. At some point in our lives, we must stop seeking surrogate parents and start managing our emotions independently. Please know that I don't offer Twin Flame readings and refrain from taking on clients who are pining over a random crush whom they never spoke to and wish to know whether he is the One. This is where the shadow work comes in! Our reality only mirrors where we are in relation to Self, so the answer is rather clear. One is voluntarily giving their power away and I would not like to be the one to enable them. I advice my clients not to invalidate their intuition via addictive asking, compulsive desire to pull tarot cards and constant confirmation-seeking in the outside world. Addiction to prediction has a powerfully detrimental effect on our inner guidance system. Whenever we seek validation outside of ourselves we are no longer a match to the very thing we desire. We are already on a path of doubt. Seeking confirmation annihilates knowing. It is thus clear that one does not believe that love is freely available. When love is real, there is no need to doubt it. One lives in the state of love before they have even met their partner. When it's a mere infatuation that turned into obsession, we are dealing with a powerful mirroring situation that has nothing to do with the other person.

Faith = Absolute Knowing it is Done before seeing material evidence. Faith is a state of being calm and certain. Why should one be calm and certain? Because the Law makes things certain. Law of Cause and Effect. Law of Mirroring. Law of Gravity. There are many laws. If you are the creator of your reality, that means you can bring about ANY outcome, by simply becoming the desired reality. It is entirely up to you and your mental mastery, i.e. your ability to focus and hold onto a desired emotional state without allowing yourself to drift toward that which you don't want. Hence it's a deal sealed. It's given. It's destiny. It's assured. It's up to you. Faith is NOT equal to hope. Hope is for people who don't believe they are in charge, so they sit around and hope that someday something will change. Two different things. If there is any prayer a person of faith would say it would be: God make me strong, so that I can fulfill your will/my dharma. God make me wise so that I can see the reason for this situation in my life. AND IF YOU ARE EVEN WISER, you'd avoid all petitions and say: Thank you! Thank You. Thank you for making me so strong and capable. Thank you for the wisdom that I now have. Thank you for making me see with clarity. Thank you for the enthusiasm. We don't really 'attract' anything in life, for the outside is not external to us. It is us. Whatever you believe on the core level of your being, is true. Hence it's imperative to make the Inner healthy. 

Resolve to work on your INNER STATE instead of chasing the manifestations of your own lack. Who you already are dictates your reality. It comes prior to what you see on the outside. Your mind gravitates toward that which is already within you. It attaches onto itself. Others (including both people and situations) are but an alias to aspects of your own inner experience. What you know to be true, is true and will continue to be true until you finally stop and question all of your beliefs. This process is no different to quitting a nasty habit - you will need to take hold of what your mind attaches itself onto, whom you listen to, what you watch, whom you think about. People who are stuck with unwanted reality are usually poor managers of their mental landscape. They can't resist doubting, checking, seeking what everyone else is doing.

 

DO come to me, if you want to understand the psychological/spiritual pattern behind your intense obsessions and become an empowered, self-governing individual who is serious about developing a stronger relationship with SELF. I will support any person who wishes to expand their awareness, become self-responsible, strong in their spirit and aligned with their Dharma. Rest assured that as you align with your truth, life will spontaneously follow. Those who are the embodiment of love and spiritual wealth can only be matched with more love and wealth!  You do not want to stay stuck in that lackluster state of waiting, wishing and hoping. You don't want to be chasing love and happiness either. My consultations are aimed at building you up in a genuine manner, so please note that if you are complaining about the government, obsessing about a married person or pining after unavailable love you will definitely not hear me say ...oh yeah.. the government, let's moan about it together...oh girl, he will leave her one day. Be strong. She is 'a karmic'. The question is why are you distracted by the superflous? Why is your sense of self-worth so low in the first place? Why is is your fulfillment tied to something external? Where is your integrity; where is your centre; where is your power? What are your subconscious beliefs and expectations about love? Where are you in life in general? Why is your mind attaching to something that's unavailable and messy? Why do you perceive it as unavailable? All of the above point to internal issues. The outside only mirrors the Inner. Let's work on THAT! What you believe about love on a deepest level must become your reality. Instead of focusing on the outside, let's clean up the inside, so that you may finally live like a noble person.

Everything I do is driven by my commitment to my values and virtue. I do not feed into instant gratification or delusion in my practice. I'm far from perfection, but I do strive to carry myself with self-respect. Why? Because it proved to deliver better results - I sleep better, I cringe less. Stepping over my boundaries produced disastrous effects in the past. With Shani on Lagna, I get instant karma in the form of self-annihilating ego-crash. Whilst someone else may cruise with free conscience regardless of their behavior, I don't. Whilst someone else may make a joke and everyone is on board with it, I get expelled from school. Whilst someone else may snitch and just roll through life, haha I'm just not a snitch. Whilst someone else may cruise on benefits and fee waivers due to their 'humble origins' aka 'background', I go to work for 14 hours and pay my tuition fees in total whilst studying. I have come to accept it and love it. Who we are on the inside dictates our reality. Integrity happens when no one watches. As I got older I realized this to be a blessing with many rewards in the form of satisfying manifested reality. I am the captain of my life. I am wealth. I learnt to build everything with my own two hands unsupported. Nothing is ever a problem. I'll do the work even if it's to clean toilets. I'll do it well and with a smile on my face. No work is below me. No experience is a bad experience.

 

There are consequences to everything - accepting charity and continuously relying on support may sound enticing to some, but let me tell you: one is forever dependent on others, never a truly free man, always semi-starved looking for more, oblivious to their own power and resourcefulness. The minute support is unavailable they feel like the world is against them. Something magical happens when we are pushed by life/destiny to build ourselves up from zero. The focus! Listen to any person who needed to completely ignore their current reality and stay fanatically focused on the desired goal. JK Rowling is a great example, but there are many more. Women pushing through self-doubt, adversity, poverty, needing to feed their kids and stay rooted in deep self-love, vision, knowing that they are onto something great. That path shapes one's soul. You become a complete hero and from there you can build it over and over again, because you know how. Whether at work or in private life - you don't want to engage with people who ride the race/gender/poor background card. You want to engage with the person who succeeds through their own efforts and never uses the victim card in spite of having gone through hell. Whether we are talking about selecting a kid whose education you're going to sponsor or building a strong team at work / sports - you want people with good attitude who are driven by joyous contribution, who are filled with enthusiasm; not those who will sit around complaining about not being given enough validation. We all know of people who whine about their 9 to 5 doing absolutely nothing to create their own business. It's so easy to sit comfortably with an assured monthly income, sure maybe it's no fun, but one didn't have to take a single risk in life let alone come up with anything original. They are the consumer, yet feel entitled to life of a leader. Want to be a leader - lead. Take on the load, face the unknown and you will get the rewards. Apply this to self as well. The best advice I was given: Don't be THAT person. It came from someone who built a massively successful start-up in London - now an international company, but started with nothing. He lived in a stinky shared flat on Bethnal Green Road where one of the tenants committed suicide. Imagine the depressive mood! Through his focus, perseverance and kindness, he succeeded on all fronts. 

Your energy dictates your attitude, behavior and other people's perception of you! Right attitude is seen even as one goes through a rough patch in life. People on top will always see you as the good egg - He is going to make it BIG! She is going to reach the top! This kid is a winner in life. I just know it. What a great person! No one is ever that impressed with sheer talent. People look to how you show up in life. Raw talent with no practice is useless. You will also know your current 'place' by scrutinizing your perception of success and successful people. Do you put them on a pedestal? Do you view celebrities as magical entities with special qualities who were given everything on a silver platter? Do you see wealthy people as 'just lucky'? Do you get all jittery at the thought of associating with someone 'from the Top'? Or maybe you see people who went to Stanford or Yale as snobs? Perhaps successful people are all 'greedy' in your mind? Perhaps you believe they 'control' our access to resources? You know..most of them started in a garage or on someone else's couch. Can you actually SEE yourself building everything step by step? Do you feel comfortable amongst highly accomplished people? If yes, good! We feel comfortable amongst our kinfolk and unsettled around those who vibe below us and vice versa.

 

A true leader will be seen as such by the most successful and they will be completely disrespected by the commoners who say - Where is the proof? You are a nobody...your ideas are idiotic, no one follows you! that is, until it's done. Then they come with their flattery. Now you're 'approved' by society and commoners love love love that mainstream approval. Leaders will recognize themselves in you - you're simply at the other stage of the same journey. They know your pain. Commoners say - What? You? You're here, just like me. There is no magic to YOU! You're not on the cover of Forbes or Vogue. Can I see your money. These seem to be their standards. It's beyond their comprehension that wealth and success are available to all, if one puts in the work and takes hold of their mindset. It's beyond comprehension that one may not even be interested in the 'chase'. If this ordinary YOU could achieve greatness, what does it speak about them? It's uncomfortable. It brings up their shadow. They are confronted with their own inaction. Soon they will start giving you the excuses or finding reasons why you had it easier all the while you might have had it much more difficult. 

 

The sheer act of being drawn to disfunction or pitying someone who dishes you a sob story shows corruption within. Humans are no victims. Those who built everything themselves actually wish others to experience the same process of empowerment. Parents who shelter and try to save their children from life-lessons are never healthy individuals in the first place. They don't value lived experience and wisdom that comes from it; they don't have it. People obsessed with celebrity - whether via admiration and idolization or through hatred - are perhaps at the bottom of human experience, that's why we have tabloid magazines which allow them to follow the made-up gossip about their favorite protagonists. Such people do not see themselves as the creators of their own reality. They settle for observing someone else's "good fortune". I can tell you one thing, the higher you go - the more humble the company. One is in awe of their companions' brilliance and hard work. The lower you sink, the more entitled, greedy, money-oriented, envious, hate-projecting, lazy, uneducated, arrogant and dysfunctional the crowd. I worked so many hours, where are my rewards!? I earned a degree, where is my job!? This system is crooked! Perhaps the single most important skill in life is one's ability to cut ties and remove themselves from environments that are corrosive to one's spirit. Many great men and women 'escaped the ghetto' - not because they were ashamed of their roots, but because they observed the behavior of those around them and connected the dots. Lack of integrity is contagious. You don't want to shine amongst the average - better to be dull amongst geniuses or simply stick to your own lane. The latter route assures immense growth. The former is the path of the ego - it leads to stagnation. In reality, one is a match to poor company thinking himself to be beyond it. We are who we hang out with and contrary to common perception that the outside influences the inside - it's actually the other way round. First YOU ARE, then the reality ALIGNS. Birds of the feather flock together. If you are a person of success, the reality of complaint must chip off. You won't be a match to it. You will spend zero time on such people even if they are your family and leaving them behind would mean zero support. They will bore you to death. Even if you live in the middle of a jungle, you will start solo-drifting toward a different civilization. If you live in an urban jungle filled with violence, you will start studying, learning an instrument, plotting a business venture. You WILL BE MATCHED with your RIGHTFUL REALITY. It's a law. Like attracts like. It never failed. Some people simply do not see their own disfunction and don't understand non-dualism, hence they focus their energy on fighting the outside.. That's why most truly successful people will need to go it alone at some point in their lives. That's when the diamond is polished. That's when one's character is refined. One's faith and sincerity are put to a test. This phase tends to include no food, no socializing and no comforts, but ironically that's where true happiness is found - one has aligned with their dharma.

Only virtuous life leads to deeply felt happiness, contentment, fulfillment, stability and worthwhile contribution. Lack of integrity is always matched with poor quality friends. More than that! One doesn't actually know how that company landed in their world and begins to fight against it. Change the inner and the outer will also shift. Hold yourself to a higher standard instead of expecting others to change. They are tied to your subconscious. Look into your own well of creativity instead of losing yourself in other people's emotional currents, trends and mainstream sentiments. Whether it's through Jyotisha nativity, Tarot or Deep Work - we will get to the root of your issue. Booking with me means no hiding. I'm a no nonsense person. I traveled the path and I have seen what people do to sooth their own conscience. I have seen through my own patterns.

 

No more siting around, hoping and wanting someone to 'confirm' things for you. You are the sole creator! No one can confirm anything for you, because they can't guarantee that YOU will start using your mind to your advantage; that YOU will summon the infinite inner power to stay focused; that YOU will find the courage to look within and feel your pain and find wisdom in your sorrows. Most people will go straight back to passenger state, so NOPE. No one can confirm anything for you, if you are asking. The act of seeking validation means that you are not rooted in your own inner knowing. In fact your current state is all one needs to look at to determine your future. No cards, no astrology, nada. Just your email and the way you speak about life. This is no magic, no 'psychic' woo woo stuff. It's no different to a job interview at a law firm. You listen to the applicant for 5 minutes, dah, you look at their body language and you know whether they own it or not. It's not a 'judgment' - it's observation that rarely fails. Those who are on the sure path toward a great life, already have the appropriate attitude. They are ALREADY showing up as heroes in their own journey. When we know we are onto something, we are ALREADY excited and fulfilled. Only full self-honesty can lead to a truly happy life. Otherwise, we will continue fighting our reality like a drunkard who smashes a mirror because it reflects his sad face. I was born knowing who I am and no amount of beating, screaming, threatening, blackmailing, pleading, manipulating and sabotaging on the part of my parents ever had any impact on my self-image. Where one person would collapse under the sheer amount of degrading comments and physical violence, another is only made stronger. This only shows you the power of faith, knowing one's destiny and acting the part that is congruent with one's self-concept. If you see yourself as a winner in life, you will show up this way wherever you go PRIOR to seeing any 'results'. You don't say - What the hell, Universe? Show me the proof, so that I believe. You KNOW it's done, so you act the part already and the outside aligns. That's the energy I'm going to bring to you. This needs to be built organically from within. Running around erratically 'manifesting' outcomes from a place of lack or obsessing about a 'specific person' only takes one further away from self.

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Finally, I'd like to mention that I'm recording a series of longer private Lectures and Study Courses some of which will be available for purchase most likely later this year (2020). I am already working on five Self-Study Projects in the areas of wealth, family of origin karma, personal empowerment, codependency trap blast and romantic love. 

 

Please keep in mind that all valuable resources are available to you for free at all times in countless libraries and online databases. All original texts are easily accessible in pdf format, so are thousands of great books. You may also take advantage of the writings on this website - my own as well as the full version of Tao Te Ching by Stephen Mitchell (available shortly). Everything I have ever learnt in life, I learnt through my own effort, devotion and curiosity. Everything I created came as a result of my solitary work, walks in nature and focus on my inner well. Whatever I need, I learn how to do on my own. This isn't to say that we don't need people! Far from it. But it is to say that the whole Universe is available to those who are open to receiving the information. You do NOT need a guide, because life itself is your guru. Datta Guru had no teachers! Use the incredible bounty that's on offer.  

Book with me, if you are excited to invest in yourself and feel drawn to my energy and what I present. Come to me as an enthusiastic fellow student of life, not someone who gasps for air. Oxygen is a universally available resource. The feeling of scheduling a session with me should be yellow, sunny and happy. I look forward to our meeting!

With much love,

THERE IS ALWAYS

A CHOICE

AND IT'S YOURS TO MAKE

DISCLAIMER

On my Approach to People and my Relationship with Clients

I'm a human offering you my experience, perspective and skill. I do not consider myself a guru or a "spiritual teacher". I'm a working woman, doing my job well, earning my income and expanding toward my own creative dreams. We could all do with less pretense these days. I use Jyotisha (Vedic Astrology) as part of my practice. All consultations will include some references to your chart. I strive to get to the ROOT issue in your life and will use a variety of methods to help you. My reading style is compassionate but direct. I don't beat about the bush. In my own life, I strive to be honest with myself. All delusion and self-deceit leads to sorrow because that energy is instantly reflected back to us via our environment. The single force that drives our lives is our Relationship with Self. All else is but a mirror. There is no point trying to figure out what other people are doing: their psychology, astrology or annoying behaviors - they are your own creation. You brought them into being. The only question is why are you in their company and why are you dissatisfied? Why is your mind glued to that experience? Why are you involved? There are plenty of stinky fast food stands around, but that doesn't mean you need to dine there. Why are you gravitating in that direction? Subconscious material. Now we're getting somewhere! Instead of getting upset, let's use your current reality as a source of knowledge about your inner world.

I approach every single person in life as an equal human being. I see people through who they are on the inside: their souls, their value systems, their hearts, their minds, their awareness and their actions. I am completely unimpressed by seniority, celebrity, buffoonery, wealth or status. Respect is earned, not given. It took many years for me to meet a noble adult. Age is irrelevant, it's what we do with our time that matters. I have no patience for self-important people. Whether you are a man or a woman, transgender or whatever else you chose to be - I COULD NOT CARE LESS about your ego attachments and labels. Want to be labelled and victimized by gender-tags? Keep on putting a label onto yourself. Keep on acknowledging and responding to a reality that sets people apart through categories. So many people choose to limit themselves voluntarily. They lament about being free while subscribing to tags, groups and mental "disorders". The purpose of my consultations is to set you free and to inspire autonomous thinking. I see your attachment to labels as nothing more than a coping mechanism. You are so much more. You are an infinite soul with infinite love in your heart and, if you choose to, you can belong anywhere!

I SHOW UP as EQUAL in my own life. I do not assume or expect to be victimized on basis of provenience or my body. I show up like a person for whom those issues don't exist (because they don't) and so I do not experience them. Look at how often women hate being objectified and treated as pretty things, yet all they talk about is beauty and relationships. The reality must align. I don't see anyone as a gatekeeper to my success, wealth, love or happiness and so what the Outside does is irrelevant. I do my own part. I work. I'm grateful for everything, and thus the Outside aligns. It has to. There is no separation between our mind and the material reality. Manifestation speaks volumes about one's inner world. Fruit speaks of the tree. With Shani smack on my Lagna, I find entitlement and victimhood counterproductive. Every complaint is like a bullet that comes back to tear us apart. Talking about how the world doesn't work fixes NOTHING - it spoils EVERYTHING.

 

Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves. Ye shall know them by their fruit. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles? Even so every good tree bringeth forth good fruit; but a corrupt tree bringeth forth evil fruit. A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit, neither can a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit. Every tree that bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire. Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them. Matthew 7:15-20

For a good tree bringeth not forth corrupt fruit; neither doth a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit. For every tree is known by his own fruit. For of thorns men do not gather figs, nor of a bramble bush gather they grapes. A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good; and an evil man out of the evil treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is evil: for of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh.

Luke 6:43-45

I make my decisions about people based on their actions, not their origin. I do not see men as agents of victimization but friends. There is a difference between a man AND a criminal, an abuser, an arrogant insecure boob who plays know-it-all or a Saudi dictator. Those, too, are our creation. I will always encourage you to own your power instead of falling into herd-victim-moaning. Together we will work through your limiting ego-security-mechanisms that prevent you from living from the core which is the SOUL. Soul or Atman is Brahman - we are in essence all ONE. There are no agents of victimization. Only karma and different levels of awareness. We create our experience on a daily basis. This includes other people and how they approach us. You can read more about it here. It all boils down to the level of one's connection with Truth and the Divine. What we are drawn to, teaches us about ourselves. This includes people we can't stand. The sheer act of being pulled in a direction of pain, speaks of pain that must be felt and released from one's inner world.

Whether you are black, white, Asian or a mixture of the above - I COULD NOT CARE LESS about your attachment to your history, ancestors and community. I see you as my EQUAL. I look at who you are as a person. If you want to feel equal, you will need to see yourself as equal. You will need to develop your spiritual side and see yourself as a soul. Please NEVER approach me from a place My pain is the greatest pain in the entire Universe. My experience is the only experience. My community is the most oppressed community. I will take no arrogance, entitlement or "attitude" - I'm from post-partition, post-Holocaust, post-Communist Poland and parts of my own family were slaughtered. I was whipped like a dog and violated on every possible level in isolation for the first 12 years of my life. I was evicted from my own body, stripped on my voice, denied truth, individuality and the like but never lost faith and knowing. Perhaps I was the one doing the slaughtering in past life? We don't know our Sanchita Karma. I am not a victim. I didn't load your ancestors on a boat. Well, we don't know that either, but there is an equal chance that you were the one doing it! There is suffering all over the world. Seen kids with polio, worked with Syrian refugees and homeless people in London. If you have time to read through this website, consider yourself privileged. Ancestral sorrows don't sway me, because I grew up listening to this type of complaints in my own country and my own family all the while they were doing the abusing. What we fail to process, we repeat. There are many methods in Vedic Astrology for assessing the severity of one's kara during each Mahadasa. You are here to burn your karma. Your incarnation is never a coincidence. You worked for it and these are the results. You may fight it or choose to flow gracefully.

 

Your entire REALITY is your subconscious. It's You pushed out as Neville Goddard put it. What you see is ONE with who you are. Your mind and your external world are the same. To see an enemy, you must create one first. To see opposition, you must hold a belief that there is a lot of it out there. To experience rejection, you must somehow abandon your own path first. This will make you weaker and self-doubting, from there you will not feel good about yourself already carrying the feeling that most likely others won't like you. Why is this happening? Because you've abandoned self and your dharma in the first place! Similarly, the more in tune you are with self, the more harmonious your mirror. There are no limits to who you can be or what you can do, including how others will see you, IF and only IF you know yourself to be limitless. My services are aimed at developing greater spiritual awareness - not strengthening your commitment to the political. If you feel like you need to fight for peace and deal with enemies you may not be ready. Come later OR resolve to open your mind to new perspectives.  If you come to me from a place of anger, arrogance and justice-seeking there really isn't all that much we can do. This consultation is about you - you need to be able to find balance, peace and happiness even when stripped of your community, family and ancestors. Those loyalties are often deeply unconscious and corrosive. Life is about your connection to your own heart and dharma. Your current incarnation is the result of your past karmas. It's of your own making. Even if you were oppressed by your family of origin or born in a difficult region - it is the result of your Prarabdha Karma. This is no different to dating the same type of person over and over again - same issue, different face. Nothing will ever change until you master the lesson. Your karma assures that you would have been born into a similar situation anyway - this family or a different one - the experience would have been the same and it is seen in your chart. You may enjoy watching my video on Incarnation Slots.

My pain is the greatest pain attitude comes from ignorance with regard to what's going on around the world. It leaves us with a chip on our shoulder. Whilst I recognize each person's individual struggles and the history of their community, it is difficult to move past those beliefs, if one continues to cling onto pain and desire for justice. Emotions are meant to be felt, not suppressed or by-passed. Holding onto anger, shifting blame and making someone else accountable shows one's inability to face the wound. It keeps them stuck in a state of God/the Universe got it all wrong. Someone needs to correct this! There is no way I could have chosen this for myself. There is no way I will be held accountable for my own karma (past actions) and my attitude, thoughts and beliefs that led me to this outcome. This only shows that one is incapable of taking hold of their mind. Suffering is a product of one's attitude. My consultations are aimed at aligning you with your dharma - your soul's path - not your political, gender and racial allegiances. We are but a bunch of souls here working through our lessons. We could not learn them without friction, conflict, delay, oppression, difficulty, sorrow, violence and challenging associations with others. True empathy and compassion are developed in hell, not on a rainbow where everything is colorful and lovely. Each person on this plane is the source of your merit, whether you are aware of it or not. They mirror back to you who you are at any given moment or who you aspire to be. They are a reflection to your Subconscious. The greater the challenge, the greater the opportunity for immense spiritual depth. Self-knowledge is the single most valuable gift this life has on offer.

Understand that you are having a very unique spiritual experience based on your unique Karma. Your current incarnation consists of Prarabdha Karma which is a small chunk of Sanchita Karma (the sum total of all of your actions in all lives). There is a limited number of "incarnational slots" in this world aka available human and animal bodies. The number of souls awaiting their incarnation is infinite. Without a body, we cannot burn karma, because our bodies are vehicles for our consciousness. If you are very lucky, you will be granted a human body. If not, something else. To incarnate as a human being is an incredible privilege. Why? Well, karma means action. Your current incarnation is the result of your past actions. It is of your own making. Karma does not mean punishment - to see the events in one's life as punishment is a choice. Being a human allows you to make conscious decisions about your future actions, thus alter your karma. You may continue to live in a reaction-mode or shift your conduct toward 'conscious creation'. Please come to me only, if you wish to become more aware.

We are EQUALS. We are responsible adults who take ownership for our thoughts and actions. I'm simply sharing with you my LOGIC, my perception, my skill, my heart, my lived experience, my intuitive insight and my knowledge. I don't feel better than you and so I also expect that you own your power. Do not project your creative powers onto me. Do not put me on a pedestal. Only arrogant boobs thrive in such roles. The entire idea of a guru as some type of a Celebrity-Teacher is one of the greatest scams humans invented thus far (and definitely facilitated by YouTube). Your ENTIRE LIFE IS A GURU. Guru is found in every person that you have come across throughout your lifetime. Guru is a dispeller of darkness - the one who allows you to see yourself as One with Spirit. Life itself may teach you just that. Don't fall for suffixes or titles. 

My Ketu is in Anuradha - I'm a friend, a researcher, a creative person, not a mother or some higher authority. YOU are the highest authority in your life! What you do with your life is your responsibility and no one else's. Indeed, it is the plague of our times that most people are stuck in perpetual toddler-dom seeking to make someone else responsible for their decisions. To live well, you will need to own your karma, develop courage and be okay with the consequences of your actions.

I'm a non-serious person who takes her work seriously. What I do is part of my vocation. I put all of my heart into it. Don't book with me if you're a pot-head or some flaky individual who seeks short-cuts in life. Even those seemingly miraculous overnight transformations are, indeed, a fruit of one's good deeds and past efforts. I do not work with entitled people, they bore me. No one can fix your life because no one can think your thoughts for you. They are your responsibility. You're accountable for what you see in your life.  Your life is of your own making, which means you're the one who will need to deal with it. Only come my way when your intention is pure. If you feel yourself on a similar wavelength, this consultation will make you progress in life. It will equip you with awareness, boldness, reassurance, grounding and a sense of camaraderie. I like to see people fly and go for it in life. 

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Life Notes + Your Questions Answered

Have You Ever Felt Cursed? Don't worry.

It's your Inner World Mirrored Back to You.

Tao Te Ching in Stephen Mitchell's Translation

(my single best remedy)

 

 

 

Jyotisha + Taoism + Shadow Work + Jung + Mirroring + Common Sense

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Law of Attraction (LOA) or rather The LAW OF MIRRORING

I haven't actually heard about the Law of Attraction until late 2013 when my Berlin flatmate gave me a copy of Ester Hicks' book. It quickly became apparent that I have been using it from the start. My lagna is filled with planets including my Moon+Sun+Pluto+Mercury+Fortune conjunction on the 12th house side - I AM my Imagination. I don't see any division between the infinite expanse of the Universe and the 3D. It's more like I live in a Macondo of sorts or Bulgakov's Moscow, so I don't understand how people DON'T live like that. In fact, I often notice that I say something assuming that everybody knows it and feels it the same way (which is obviously naive and quite solipsistic but I'm referring to the perspective). In the past I just assumed that people have access to the same type of information or intuition, but they don't. Astrology shows why. When it comes to following my inspiration, I just don't even think about it. I said this in the past - LOA is but a language through which an inspired person tried to communicate their inspiration with uninspired person who needs instructions. It's like having a person who is fully rooted in faith and inner knowing, explain those things to someone who isn't, someone who doubts and needs constant proof that they will be okay. If you think about the Prosperity Thinkers of 1920s and New Deal era, they all tried to show others what they saw. That's the whole business behind Inspiring Speakers - see what I see so that you can be free as well. LOA became handy when I was in a place of doubt - Saturn Return + Sade Sati (my Shani is yuti Chandra). It helped me get rooted in that part of myself which I have been using unconsciously. Following my knowing took me to many places around the world - solo travels, relocations, random last minute adventures with random people. I left home at 19 and followed my inspiration. My life has not been easy, but I always had that optimistic visionary part inside of me. That part is FUN, bold, independent and it makes decisions in a split second. That's when I know I'm on track. Too much thinking, too much focusing on 'manifesting' and nothing comes out of it. The core of life is SPONTANEOUS ACTION, not thinking about spontaneous action or talking about spontaneous action.

I live my life from the place of being there already, but I don't even think about any vision. I am it. I just assume that that's IT! I get what I need. That's the best way I can put it. I see what I AM and I am it throughout the day. I say what because I don't even have much attachment to being a person. I'm a Swati-4 Lagna so mostly I just feel like space or an ocean or wind or something eternal. I am at my best when abiding in energy and I'm also very conscious of how easily one can spiral down as a result of prolonged focus on the negative. Esther Hicks has her Guru in Dhanu Rashi like me and her Ketu on my Atmakaraka Shani in Vishakha Pada 1 - that's why! Dhanu Jupiter brings about wisdom and infinite optimism and faith in life. Vishakha Pada 1 is the Nakshatra of THE LAW. Any person with strong placements in this pada understands all cosmic laws. This is the pada of Saturn's exaltation - there is a reason for it. They are born knowing how the universe works. Ketu in that pada is extremely powerful. That's why everything she says is just obvious to me. I find her speeches just brilliant, plus she is funny! No better way to put it: That which is like unto itself is drawn.

 

The problem is not with the Law. The law is what it is, just like gravity or Cause and Effect. Perhaps I would shift it from Attraction to Mirroring, which really just leaves us with BEING. Most people don't understand the depth of it. This is a truly profound teaching and we can find it in many other texts. What most people don't understand is their own psychology and shadow, therefore they DON'T SEE themselves and their own dysfunction clearly + they are addicted to longing, wanting, wishing, hoping, testing whether it works and seeking validation. Law of Attraction is NOT the Law of Chasing or Pursuit! Something in your behavior or attitude that is clear as day to me, may be entirely invisible to you. Yet, just because you can't see a certain pattern, it does not mean the Law stops to operate! Far from it. We simply manifest by default, we manifest unconsciously just as described by C G. Jung. Law of Attraction does work positively in conscious individuals. It is challenging when one carries a lot of subconscious material. As mentioned I've got Sun, Moon and Pluto conjunction in 12th + my Lagnesh is conjunct Ketu in Vrischika. My unconscious is illuminated to me (at times) and I know many things just like that. I don't know how, I just know how to do certain things (picking up skills, remembering charts, numbers etc) and people's insides are visible to me, but it took me a while to get hold of this. I may be confusing things, actually, for it is always hard to see truth when it comes to one's own behavior and projections, but I see patterns. It wasn't always easy and I certainly struggled with knowing too much about people - lets say you know something awful but you're the only one seeing it. Later on everyone finds out the truth, but that's 10 years down the line. I, too, needed to learn about WHY certain aspects of reality are visible to me. Plus any Pluto conjunction in a chart means that your entire generation will have their Pluto on your luminaries (or whatever planet he conjuncts), so you shine bright onto their unconscious. People may be obsessed or scared of you and most certainly they will project all of their material onto you, because dealing with what they feel ain't easy. In my early teens, my best friend's dad wanted to smoke crack with me. I didn't, so he made me into a 'bad influence'. Then my friend tells me that his dad has reservations about me. Pff, childhood. From age 4 till 19, I have seen a lot (mostly about adults - parents generation), hence I learnt not to take things at face value. I saw people lying, stealing, cheating, being nasty, yet somehow my speaking a few words of truth was considered unacceptable. People are scared of truth, so much so they would kill. I had a lot to say about my primary school teachers straight to their face, so perhaps that didn't help. They were not the brightest bunch, I must admit. :D Yet t his knowing/intuition was key in all of my future research/academic work as well as in sports. You have to be led by this curiosity that connects the dots from all disciplines (everything is everything else) and in sports you have to envision successful completion of a task - completing the slalom or a race. It's hard to explain because I understand that people have graha in different places. Whatever lands in lagna becomes YOU/BODY. It will be expressed through you. 

So when it comes to LOA, I simply don't walk around announcing VERBATIM who I am and how I feel. I keep those things to myself. I am open about my life, yet I never speak about what matters to me the most - I don't share those things with anyone just as you wouldn't speak of a painting until it's done. What for? No one needs to know - nurse and nourish this beautiful energy within you. These days everyone just speaks too much wasting all of their sacred energy. I always felt entirely certain (full inner knowing) of what this life is going to be like for me, how I'm going to live, how much free time I'm going to have, how much privacy, space, calm will be there, what I'm going to create and how I'm going to die. I live this way no matter what the outside mirrors back to me. I dictate my own pace. I don't respond to any pressure. It doesn't work for me. I've got my own inner clock and rhythm. I never wanted to answer to anyone, so I don't and in my life I'm free. I never wanted to be entangled in any deals or work for a sponsorship, put my face or body anywhere, try to secure some income via gatekeepers; and so I live from a place where I'm in charge. You literally MUST know it on an ultra deep level - it's so obvious like your next breath so you don't really think about it. I was never concerned with what others are choosing for themselves and yes, my childhood was insane because I didn't take to authority. Autonomous thinking is the only way to build the life YOU want. Concern with one's reputation, judgments and validation are the greatest oppressors of human mind. They originate from within. One may create an empire but still feel judged, insecure and ostracized. It's all a reflection of one's inner being.